meet my fren, Mr.Azam..

these are my New Year Resolutions:

1. to be a better wife, daughter, sister, friend, and teacher.
2. to live in a healthier life style.
3. give more.
4. love more.
5. start saving up money - shop less.
6. feed my brain and soul more.
7. enjoy life to the fullest.

it is hard for me to say goodbye to 2008. 2008 has been a wonderful year for me. my career started early 2008, i met few new friends and we got along so well and some have become my bestfrens and i love them with the marrow of my bones. yaya, yoe, usher - to name a few. i got married in august - highlight of the year. i am blessed to have a husband like him. i own JKU2802 in 2008 - love it so much. there are also bitter things that had happened to me in the year of 2008 that made me realized the meaning of life, that taught me how to react to certain things in the future, that showed me who should i trust and not. i am grateful with what i have today but i am looking forward to have more in life.

nevertheless, i welcome 2009 with my arms wide open! i have no idea what the future has for me but i really hope that 2009 will bring me a thousand of happiness, a promising career, and a super cool life! amin.. GOODBYE 2008, WELCOME 2009!

happy 2009 to all!

cuti-cuti malaysia: KUALA LUMPUR pt.2

today's agenda:

• breakfast for two.
• Aquaria.
• lunch at KLCC.
• shopping lagi. seriously.
• full body massage at Bangsar. TERBAEK!
• dinner at Alamanda Putrajaya.
• went home...

to SZ: thank you so much B for everything.. i couldn't be happier.

Happy New Year 1430 Hijrah to all.

cuti-cuti malaysia: KUALA LUMPUR

just arrived..

ready to go out

ha!ha!ha! bajet tourist!

today hubby bawak cuti2 malaysia tapi kat KL je. ahaha. we planned to go to Cameron, but i was not sure about it because it's been raining je 2,3 days ni. macam bahaye je. so we cancelled the plan. we lepak at Impiana KLCC - the best we could get since all hotel rooms are fully booked during ths festive season. btw,the room was nice. i liked it. first agenda, we walked to pavillion, 5 menet je. shopping2 sket. balik, had shower. makan - u guys should try impiana burger, terbaek! tgk tv. went out with my sister, makan lagi. balik. tido. heppy!

day 2: from gombak to pertak, kuala kubu baru

• we woke up at 6am.
• made tuna and egg sandwich.
• we packed our things.
• wait for the rest to come.
• gedebakgedebuk, around 9+ bertolak to Pertak.
• it took us about 1 hr something to reach that place.
• cantik giler tempat dia.
• we chose the nicest spot. ada small waterfall. hehe!
• setting tempat bakar ikan and ayam.
• owh, thanx to myra for the delicious nasi lemak - all the way from cheras!
• mandi2.picture2.bakar2.makan2.
• we had fun! i just can't describe my feelings. i am happy that we managed to organize this trip after so long. yep, we've been waiting for this since forever. yela, masing2 sibuk keje. it is not easy to gather each and everyone these days. so i m grateful that we made it.
• went back to gombak at abt 3+.
• lepak2, borak2 jap. after mandi, i drove back to nilai.
• flat gile, balik teros tido sampai tak sempat nak borak dgn hubby.

day 1: from nilai to gombak

• reached gombak at about 5pm.
• picked yunny up at her office.
• went to man sayor (kedai makan). lepak jap.
• went to karim mini market to buy chicken, fish and ice.
• went straight to yunny's.
• had shower.
• borak2.lagi.
• marinate the chicken and fish.
• aishah and emy sampai.
• sediakan the ingrediants for tuna and egg sandwich.
• settled everything at almost 1 am.
• we couldn't sleep. there was so much stuff to talk about. plus we were so excited bout tomorrow.
• at last, we fell asleep at almost at 4 in the morning...

ho!ho!ho!

we are going out today. thinking of buying some books. or shoes. *wink*

btw, i went to the clinic the other day. i got a total headache, remember? the doctor said my blood pressure was very very low. yikes. calm down, aunties and uncles, i am not pregnant yet, okkkeyy.. so he suggested that i eat more hati ayam, bayam merah, kejadah.. those please-take-those-things-away-from-me food. and he prescribed me multi-vits. "to gain your appetite," he said. err, excuse me doctor, i don't think i need that. as far as i know, my appetite is forever tajam! makan tak ingat. those pills are just gonna make me putting more weight kot? haiiih. but of course i said, "ok, doctor. sure. "

neways, i feel better now. i'll make sure that i am fine and fit for this up coming picnic with my high school frens. *wink*wink* this saturday to be exact. can't wait!

merry Xmas to all.

make this headache go away.help.

hari ini sangat panas. i'm having a massive headache. my parents, adam , papa and his kids are going to the beach. i told them i'd like to stay at home je. pening sangat2. demmit. pening....

one cold night

There was one night aku dgn SZ stuck dalam traffic kat KL. It was raining and i was freaking cold. Silence reigned at that particular time, which i thought it was SOOOO not us at all. If you know what i mean! Because of that stupid traffic jam and the A.C, i was fidgeting a bit. He looked at me and..

SZ: awak knape, b?

me: bosan la. bile laa nak grak ni. awak tak bosan ke b?

SZ: tak pun?

me: tak? dah laa sejok. cepat laa gerak. nak shi2 pun ade ni..

SZ: saba la. standard la KL bile ujan2 camni. awak tau tak, kalau skg ni awk rase bosan, saye penah rase lagi bosan drpd ni. ni takde ape pun ni. saye penah rase duduk seminggu dalam utan, kne tggal kat tgh2 utan tu, sejuk2, sorang2..gelap plak tuh. manede ipod time tu. nyanyi sniri. lagi bosan.

me: itu awak..tak ske arr b jam2 bangang camni.

SZ: awak kene blaja b, control things around you. don't let them control you. saye dah lalu macam2 bende, jadi i believe that manusia ni akan jadi lebih bijak kawal keadaan when he has experienced sesuatu bende. cthnye, dulu saye penah susah gile, takde duit sume. jadi kalo skg ni stakat sesak tak cukup duit tu, saye still lagi tadahal lahh..bleh handle lagi lah. tapi kite kire ok la. tiap2 minggu pun makan slere nak tinggi je, shopping2. orang laen?

me: yelah2..insaf. besyukur.. (trying to change the topic) b, dulu mase saye takde, awak bosan2 tak b?

SZ: bosan..

me: (ear-to-ear smile) yeh?? hikhikhik. nape ek b?

SZ: sbb awak tu ske momokak yorr..

hehehe.. first of all, i was glad that the silence was no longer took place. secondly, i was , even am flattered that i mean a lot to his life, tho he put it in a funny way just to admit it. ha!ha!ha!

but most of all, when i think about it, he got the point there. why should i feel bored or merungut2 over small things like that? aku ni bukan la penyabar orgnye. sometimes i wish that i have a super power to suck all the patience out of SZ and transfer it into myself. haaa!!! yelah, macam sylar tuh! how i wish to have some, wait, some? how about ALL of his (good) qualities? yeah, i want all of his good qualities.

i want to be as imperturbable as he is no matter what the consequences are. how he perceives things - which i would have never thought of. well. there must be a reason why God sent him to me, err, or the other way around. maybe i would be lopsided without him. maybe. if not, why people invented the word, better half?

take note!

pretty busy with things lately. will be back soon!

AN EVENING AT PELITA KLCC.

Two days before..

"b, kite jumpe on wednesday ni dalam 2.30, 3 macamtu tau. kite pegi klcc..ok?"

On the day itself while i was driving to KLCC, i received a message:

"b! jumpe kat pelita KLCC pukul 3.30! i blum lunch lagi..."

"gedik btol! i dah nak sampai KLCC dah!!" (it was +-2.30 pm)

" i baru bangun!"

aku pun tehangak2 kat pelita tu sensorang..mase aku masuk tu everybody was looking at me. bajet hot. dalam tehangak2 tu, aku nampak meja kosong. teros duduk. ane tu datang, aku order teh ais. dalam hati, eeee, mamat ni nak kene! lambat plak dia!! aku pun bwat2 bz, godek2 phone, msg2, tgk2 pics dlm digicam aku yang mencapap tu.. mane ni..

ni la teh ais yang aku order sementara nak menunggu mamat tuh..

Jam menunjukkan pukul 3.40pm. (aku skip part yang aku kne ngorat dgn mamat yang quite good looking. tinggi jgk saham aku. layak ke? hehehehe..neways, naseb baek mamat tu blah awal, kalo tak dah kene cepuk dgn usher. thanx, b. muhuhu.) tunggu punye tunggu, my phone bunyik! i picked up the phone and, "b! u kat maner??"

"ni ha, kat blakang2 ni. kat tepi ujung sebelah sane..wait! i can see u from here!!" sambil aku melambai2 ke arah mamat yang panjang mengunjai bert-shirt putih.. ape lagi! bila dah bejumpe, kecoh laa satu mapley tuh! tapi kiteorang pedulik hape! ''bagi saye limau ais 3 gelas, eh, tak2, limau suam. 3 gelas.." (TIGA GELAS??? b, u dah knape??? ahahahahaha!)

haa! dah lambat berjam2, bwat muke bajet comel!

"b, i nak ayam goreng, drumstick taw. bendi rebus tu letak 2 ketul..em..pastu cam ade yang warne ijau2 tu i nak sket, kuah campor tapi sikit2 je.."

sambil encik usher makan, kitorang gelak2, borak2 gelak2, puake2, laha2, gelak2, we exchanged thoughts and opinions, gelak lagi.. if i were to write it here, it's going to take me the whole nite! seriously! we talked bout life, work, friends, love - which is forever complicated yet always keeps us sane, err, insane too, i would say! we had fun that evening. at times we had to, like, "weh! cover sket weh gelak! ko tu lecturer, ok??" hahaha! bongok!

hehe..sebab tu laa we all stay young and HOT AS FCUK, we laugh a LOT!

that was his forth glass of limau suam. dah gile. anyways, b, thank u taw sbb lepak2 melaha2 dgn i. we had so f****** much fun kan? hope we can do this again next time. macam tak cukup2 mase nak beborak. i asked him to go back early to get some sleep. poor darling!hahaha!

hah! kan dah kene saman sebab parked kete merate2. selamat i parked kat dalam walaupun u kene kua kan kete i before u went back! thank u , b!! bayar saman tuh!

note to usher: i tak laha u over2 kan dalam entry i ni kan?? ehehehe..

i miss all my Bs...

kuikuikui...

SZ kate: awk ni degil!

ibu kate: bega. memang degil!

SZ kate: dia je nak menang..

ibu kate: umur brape, umur?

me: baru tau ke??...

...

"Behind every trial and sorrow that He makes us shoulder, God has a reason." (K.H., 2007)

Mari membace!

Rase tepu sangat. Apentah. I think because of boredom kot? Well I’m reading A Thousand of Splendid Suns by Khaled Hosseini for the second time. But I still find it amazing, stirring and touching! Wah! Personally, I think he is a brilliant author. I enjoyed his first novel as well, The Kite Runner. The best. Thanks to Fina, the Queen of Paranoia for letting me read that book back then in Shah Alam. *wink*wink*! Bape tawon lepas, ek Na? Buy, borrow or steal these books if u wanna find out what am I talking about. Dah laa, maleh nak type lagi. Harharhar!

Good nite everybody!

Bangang. Eh, bengang..

Feel bad today. I cancelled a meeting with my best friend at the very last minute due to some unacceptable stupid incident. Feel like shit. I was supposed to meet him at 6, after he got back from work. Maybe next time. But I don’t like what I’m feeling rite now. Rase besalah yang amat sangat. Bangang.

report card day

areez and adik: having a great tym at PGH

taken by: didi

woke up quite early this morning. hubby was late 4 work - he thought today was sunday. sweet! shower, washed my hair, got ready, had breakfast.

went to the skool sumwhere in bangi. nothing much to write about. i had to sign the report card, listened to the tcher skolah kan areez sket2, asked the teacher how was areez at skool, with frens and teachers. evreything was OK and we went back.

he failed two subjects. maths and history. felt pity for him. life must be hard without a mother at home. he told me, back then his mother used to help him with his studies. "papa keje," he said. now that he has to look after his 8 years old lil brother after school and they spend half of the day at a nursery. mcmne nak blaja? btw, he is 13, and still under a daycare centre? wtf is that? my uncle would only pick them up at 5 or 6 something. kesian weh. i salute my uncle for being the mother and the father for both of them. he is dead strong. areez and adik are staying with us in nilai during the hols. they seem happy here. i just got them an mp3 player yesterday. so double the happiness. took them jalan2, cuti2..so ok laa.

i hope only the best for them. they are both bright but need guidance, along with more love and support. and kak long is here for you both!

korang dah gile eh?

I was reading one of my Bs's blog. adeke die kate she is living in a dull, monotonous, whatever-crap- life! And the best part, another one of my Bs agreed! korang dah gile eh? agak2 la weh!! u guys have great jobs, good money,BF.. yang penting: KORANG BUJANG!! u can do whatever u like and go wherever u like to go, honey. knapenye boring? korang tak rase lagi duk umah! haaa! tu baru dikatekan dull, monotonous, tader life! tarik balik kate2 puake korang tuh! isk! marah btol aku.
btw, im teaching again next year, starting 2nd of january. kinda lost, don't know what to feel rite now. should i feel excited?nervous?scared?what?
p/s: can't wait to have my own money, again! yey!

yipes!

almost 3! can't f****** sleep! i have to get up early in the morning. tomorrow- REPORT CARD DAY at my cuzn's (areez) school. his father asked me to go to the school, to collect the report card. he's working. haaaaaihhh...

didi-to-be

meet my niece, sofina. seriously, she copies everything i do. keep telling her, DO NOT be like me! heck, she's only 2+.. sigh..

Love my new 'do! But...

i miss my old hair sometimes. ngee.

demmit!

i am thinking of getting a new notebook. i am using hubby's lenovo now. demmit la. mine is going to the longkang any of these days. bongok!